at last, at last!

"and its peaceful in the deep,

cathedral where you can not breathe,

no need to pray, no need to speak."

in three days i will head south,

in the direction of my heart.

but for now i sit, read, write..

my moon

today somebody told me,

"just take everything off the table, 

j u s t   c l e a r   i t   a l l   o f f .

and then start to put the things back on,

o n e   a t   a   t i m e . " 

so thats what i've been doing. .

where did my weekend go?*

*lounging in an sf bookstore reading french erotica novels, of course.

miss you, love.

the people's protest

frightened and engaged

the policemen ready

like dogs in a cage

helicopters circle

miles and miles away

class starts in 10

i'm afraid i can't stay.

why i love my art class:

i get to burn pictures of people i detest.

i dont hate you anymore. *

*until further notice

i miss my baby

im gonna leave my body,

im gonna loose my mind.

" Oh then, turn your attention to knowledge and improvement; for knowledge is power. And God is able to fill you with wisdom and understanding, and to dispel your fears.  Arm yourselves with the weapons of prayer. Put your trust in the living God. Persevere strictly in the paths of virtue. Let nothing be lacking on your part; and in God's own time, and His time is certainly the best, He will surely deliver you with a mighty hand and with an outstretched arm." 
- Maria W. Stewart

thank you Mrs. Stewart.